ne, nakanaide yo.. onegai. mou kokoro ga itai kara..demo gaman dekinakute naichau. daisuki dayo anata.. nande konna koto sunno? zurui yo..
how could you hurt me this much? am i not loving you enough? or am i just loving you too much? i did everything that pleases you. including deleting my friends in friendster and also in my phone book! how could you be so self centered? so selfish?
i tried my best to be the best girlfriend you’ve had so far. i did, i really did. i loved you with my whole heart. i even loved your family. what went wrong? am i not enough? am i hard to be with? does staying with me make you feel burdened? i hope i haven’t made you feel that way. cause it would hurt so much if i knew that i only made you suffer for 1 year and 1 month.
you’ve made me happy everytime i was with you. but that was before.
right now, what we do every day is fight. over stupid things. i dont think we can ever make up for this anymore. ive had enough. maybe you’ve also had enough.. i always told you, that i’d never ever give up on you.. but this is hurting me so much that i cant bear it anymore.
im so sorry. and thank you for all those wonderful memories.
watashi wa ima jibun no tomodachi wo delete shiteru. keitai no fonebook ni mo keshita yo. anata no tameni nandemo suru. atashi wa baka da ne. chikusho.
kinou wa sa, kareshi to kenka shita. nde, kareshi iutta no wa, mou wakareta houga iin janai? nde, atashi no henji wa, suki ni shiro..
doushiyo.. mail mo konai shi, txt mo inai.. kanashii. demo itsumo naiteru kara mou namida ga denai..
