kangaeteru koto

hmmmmmm…ive decided 2 delete those pipol (one’s dat i dunno) hu wer in my frends list to give way to mah ril frends… so sorry bout dat! tsk tsk.. eniway.. fuck that myspace thing.. (i couldnt customize my page..)  hahahhah.. en dats bcoz my brain’s ol drain’d out… one more thing.. eye forgot to tell u; eye sk8d yesterday.. and eye’m soooo happy.. cuz olmost all of us were there (fuchinobe sk8ers) and 3 gurl sk8ers came.. (i was sooo hyper yesterday… too bad i had 2 go home early..)

"There are many times in life when the world seems to fail us … no matter the level of resistance, the power of the depression, the toxicity of the abuse, or the level of sadness … remember, You Are NOT .. ALONE … " -Otep

all of you tells d same lies every day, juz to let people think that ur dat person…

a good example is me!! (smiles) almost all of you thinks that i am this hardcore (sk8r) chiq that doesnt even knoe d meaning of "cry", or "loneliness".

if you would juz get to knoe me better, you would understand how i feel…

’bout this cruel world…

mum and i had an arguement again…..then she walked out on me…

i started cryin’…

all i see is darkness… i cant even see my hands… whats happening?? am i going crazy?…WTF?!! hahaha…maybe i am..so stay away from me, u might get hurt.

i feel so emtee inside…